|Posted by Admin on April 11, 2012 at 9:40 AM|
Yes, I have Aspergers. I also have depression. They are two separate things. I see my Aspergers as being something that I can work with and it can be positive. With depression, I honestly don't see the "good" of it.
Depression is one of those things that can make you feel like you are the only person on the planet when you're in the middle of a crowd of friends. It's hard because you can see yourself bringing other people down with you. It's annoying because you cry for no reason, and BECAUSE there's no specific reason that you're crying, there's nothing that can make you feel better. You just have to wait it out, and follow doctor's orders. It's even harder, because while you WANT to get better, you lack motivation to TRY to get better. In the end, it feels like a downwards spiral.
So, I'm writing this post to explain any lack of blog posts lately. I think depression also takes away from the quality of my writing. Sorry about that.